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Vaghty
shoroo kardam be sakhtane in ashiyooneh
negahe
tazeyi be donya peida kardam
yek negahe jadid o no
hich
chiz o hich kas jelodare neveshtanam nabood
mehmoonaye
ziyadi dashtam o dare ashiyoonam be rooye hame baz bood
bazia
oomadan o khoondan o moondan
bazia
oomadan o khoondan o raftan
bazia
ba boodaneshoon neveshtanam o tazegi bakhshidan
neveshteham
boo va atre digeyi gereft
range
tazegi o range bahar
khatereham
ziyad shod o labkhande rooye laban bishtar
vase
neveshtan rooz o shab nemidoonestam
angoshtamam
dige jelodare fekram naboodan
neveshtam
az khodam
neveshtam
az oo
neveshtam
az khaterehaye ghashangemoon
neveshtam
az ehsasam
az
doostimoon
az
khoobie TO.
Boodanet
baram yek zendegie dige bood
Nafas
keshidanam ham hata
Dige
baram asoontar shode bood.
Neveshtam
: baraye ba to boodan, tak take saniye haye zendegiam ra khaham dad.!
Neveshtam
az raftanemoon
az
safari ke dar pishe roomoon dashtim
Az
inke to khaily khoobi.
Melse
bahar ke oomad o ba raftanesh tazegisho dad be tabestoon
Ma
ham raftim o sheraye man raft o too omghe vojoodam gom shod.
Emrooz
khoshhalam ke ashiyoonam gar che nooranitarin nabood
Hade
aghal to ro baraye man zendeh negah dasht.
Baraye
hamishe.
Be
taghdir eteghad daram
Be
inke ghashang tarina ro azat migire va
Nabavaraneh
tarina ra tooye dastat mizare.
Shekastan
kare man nist.
Mesle
hamishe,,,,
Ta
jayi ke BETOONAM khaham jangid.!
Mesle
hamishe.
Sara15b Friday, March 11, 2005
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wow, its been a long time ... huh, time goes fast, days and nights and years also go fast. we live or we learn to live,
sometimes we need to move either for ourselves or someone else!!!!!!! we grow up, even thogh we might not want to. we meet
new people, its not our choice.
yup, we go through things that we have never thought about. we realize new facts, sometimes hard ones. we face reality
in some cases, or we might just stay where we were and keep dreaming.
i duuno, what ever we do and who ever we meet
WE CHANGE.
the things that were funny before they are not anymore.
things that used to make up cry they wont anymore
things that we used to dream about
things that we used to like or hate
things that we used to talk about
They all change.
hmm, i started this to say something
but i guess i forgot
thats why we always have to be straight forward
something that i have never learned
you know, when i asked if u meant what you wrote i wanted to see
if u care about me that much to write about my problems
and come up with a good result
that doesnt mean that you love me or i love you
that means i am right about you when i say " you are a good person".
and ofcourse my love for you is going to be there forever, nomatter where our distiny going to take us.
that means, you are as nice and kind as a friend could be.
and yes, we all change, we all have to admit that we are who we are and who we want to be.
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huh i guess i talked too much again!!!!!!!! aint that awful???
(Sara15b)
Sep 11,2004
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Taze mifahmam ke che sakhte!
Sakhte vaghty mikhay harf bezani, galoot por az harfaye nazade ast, amma
nemitooni.
Sakhte vaghty yek seri haghayeghy ro bayad begy ke hata nemikhay bedoonishoon. Haghayeghy ke hata shenidaneshoon
az zaboone khodet barat sakhte, haghayeghy ke nemikhay vojood dashte bashan.
Sakhte vaghty ba azizet harf mizani o nemitooni
behesh ehsaset o begy! chera? chon oon haghayegh yek joorayi rahe harfat o gereftan! Va afsoos agar ma harf hayeman ra dar
pase pardeye farda penhan konim. Are, gahi oghat mikhay berizi o bepashi o be ghole yek aziz, gah gahi yek gard o khaki bokoni,
vali ey kash donyaye man zamane in gard o khak o behem midad.
Hes mikonam, dooram, har chi rah miram, doortar misham,
chera injoorie? chera nemitoonam khodam o ba zendegim va ba oon chizayi ke mikham yeksan konam?
Khasteam! khaste az har
chi shak o doori o deltangiye.!
5:54 PM 8/08/2003
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Hamishe nemishe moond
Hamishe nemishe khoond
Hamsihe nemishe khoshhal negah dasht
Hamishe nemishe zendeh moond
Gahi oghat bayad beri ke beresi.......
Bayad beri ke bebini, beri ke ghashangia ro hes koni
Neshastam inja, khodam o mahdoode yek alame CHIZ kardam ke chi beshe? be jaye inke beram biroon o donya
ro zendegy konam. Ta key basham o nakhandam? Ta key begam o nashnavam? Ta key, bebinam o hichi nagam?
Na......
midoonam ke sakhte, vali moondani nistam. are, gahioghat engar faghat miyay too in donya ke adama ro khoshhal
koni o tanhashoon bezari..... gahi oghat ham aziyateshoon mikoni o mizari miri. hala har kodoom hast, man nemidoonam.
yek ja shenidam ke migoftan: raftan raze gharibe hamin zendegist...... are. shayad bayad beram ke bebini
zendegi cheghadar ghashange hata bedoone man. shayd bayad beram ke fekr o khateram o az yadet bebari........
Shayad bayad beram chon behem goftan ke BERAM.............
Az moondan chizi nasibemoon nashod. shayad berim o be jayi beresim........
(Sara.A May 28th 2003, 2:40 AM)
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Ajab roozegariye
Adama ham dige be ham rahm nemikonan
hichi
pas what is point of living?
yeah right. hichi.
vaghty ma vasamoon mohem nist ke che balayi sare doostemoon miyad, ta vaghty ke midonim it's not about us.
no matter where we go
our paths will cross again
pas, in che donyayi ke ma vase khodemoon sakhtrim?
inke man kojam o to kojayi? to chikareyi o man chikare
man kojaye in donya istadam o ba che esmi, va to koja
Ina hamash bunch of crap! i can't belive how people can be so mean
how they can be so selfish and fool.
but one day we will remember what friendship was all about.
oon moghast ke mishinim o zar zar gerye mikonim ke ey vay
chi shodan koja raftan oonayi ke dooram boodan
Love it's all we need, in o bavar konin.
hameye zendegiye ma
saniye be saniyash por az eshghiye ke ma hich vaght nemitoonim az manaye vagheish sar dar biyarim
why should we hurt eachother when love is all we need.
scared......... scared...............scared.........................
help me........................somehow.............................
(S.A May 17th 2003)
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Gooshie telephon o gozashtam o shoroo kardam zar zar be gerye kardan.......
nemidoonam kare dorosti bood ya na?! faghat inke too galoom alan yek chize khaily gonde ke shenidam ke behsh
migan boghz, neshaste o rahe galoom o baste. ashakam sarazir mishan vaghty behesh fekr mikonam, inke cheghadar zood tamoom
shod...........................
yek ja shenidam ke goft: haman behtar raze ma dar pech peche mahramaneye roozegar napeida bemanad! are.
shayad in raz mibayest too ghalbemoon mimoond .........
moein mikhooneh: safar kardam ke az eshghet joda sham, delam mikhast dige ashegh nabasham, vali eshghet
too ghalbam moonde ey vay, dele divoonam o soozoonde ey vay.hanoozam ashegham, donyaye dardam, mesle parvaneha doret migardam.
safar kardam ke az yadam beri, didam nemishe, akhe eshghe 2 ashegh ba nadidan kam nemishe, ghame doore az to moondan,
ye bi bal o param kard, naraft az yade man eshgh, safar ashegh taram kard..............
tooye delam ghoghayi be past! gofti: ina ro migam ke bargardi?!!!!!!!!!!!!!
delam misooze. nemidoonam chera injoori shod? bezar bendazim gardane adama! begim ghesmat naboode. shayad
ham boode...... nemidoonam.
emshab ta sobh nemikham bekhabam, mikham hameye rooza o saniyehayi ke bahat boodam o az no dobare bebinam,
harfamon o beshnavam o dobare ba be yad ovordaneshoon lakhand bezanam.
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esmet hamishe too khateram ke na too ghalbam mimooneh.
doostet daram.
(Sara.A March 30th 2003)
Elahi bemiram!
midoonam ke khaly ghor mizanam! az zamin o zaman. az in var o oonvar. vaghty miyam, faghat be in fekr mikonam
ke koja peidat konam o bahat sohbat konam. akh khodaye man! nemidooni ke cheghadar delam gerefte.
gahi oghat mikhast bal dar miyovordam o parvaz mikardam, oon vaght az oon bala mitoonestam hame jaye donya
ro bebinam o hes konam ke bozorgam!
Hes konam balaye asemoonam o be khoda nazdik.
Midooni, mikham begam, az inke hasty o be harfaye sad ta yek ghaze man goosh midi, mamnoonam. yek jayi,
yek roozi, jobranesh o mikonam.( khoda midooneh key?)
Age dastam be asemoone khoda miresid, tamoome setarehash o jam mikardam o hamasho o mirikhtam too baghalet!
migoftam:" Biya inam mozde in hame mohabat) oon vaght mishestam kenaret o ta abad, beheshoon negah mikardim.!!!!!!!!!!
NA.............
fekr mikoni age setare ha ro az asemoone khoda mikandam! baz ham hamoontori, baragh o noorani mimoonan?
nakoneh bemiran o man o to ro too ghoseye az dast dadaneshon tanha bezaeran? on vaght ta donya donyast khodam
o nemibakhsham. khob akhe masalan mikhastam behet begam ke cheghadar karat baram moheman o arzesh daran? ummmmmmmm. .........
chetore hameye nardeboonaye donya ro jam konam o be ham bebandam o beram oon bala , vaghty residam ghayemaki,
ghabl az inke shab beshe, mah o bedozdam o biyaram vase to?
oon vaght vaghty ke shab she, dige mahi nemimooneh ke bekhad too asemoon bederakhshe. mishe faghat vase
man o to. Dige hich kas mah o nemibineh.?
Na.....................
Nakoneh age mah o bedozdam, mah ghamgin she, gerye koneh.( hoseleye gerye o zari o nadaram)! oonvaght inghadar
gerye mikoneh ke nooresh tamom she. VA............... man mahe bi noor o mikham chikar? male bad bikhe rishe sahabesh! mah
o mizaram too hamoon asemoon bemooneh.
Khob akhe chikar konam?
Hala ke ina hame shookhi bood? tanha kari ke azam bar miyad ine ke beshinam kenaret, va behet begam ke DOOSET
DARAM.
( Sara.A March 08 2003)
Chand shabe ke az fekret biroon nemiyam
rooz o shab behet fekr mikonam. aha! na, chand shab ke na! khaliy vaghte ke behet fekr mikonam.
Be inke chejoori shod ke didamet. chejoori shod ke mohabatet o behem bakhshidi? chetor shod? az koja oomadi? koja boodi in
hame vaght mahe mehrabane man!? ey kash zoodtar dide boodamet. Midooni, gahi oghat inghadar harf dari ke bezani ke harfat
yadet mire. Mikham begam, donyam o roshab kardi. roozam o ghashang. saniye be saniyeye zendegim o ba boodanet mana bakhshidi.
Mikham begam hese ba to boodan, hese ghashangiye. Mikham begam bi to hicham! Mikham begam, too asemoona donbalet migashatam
o roo zamin peidat kardam, heif ke azam doori!
Age kenaram boodi, donya baram ghashang tar bood. Mikham begam, baram mohem nist ke chi pish
miyad. Mohen ine ke baraye yek hadafe bozorg darim pish mirim va in har domoon o omidvar mikoneh ta inke betoonim az in koohe
boland o bozorgy ke roo be roomoon hast bala berim.
Mikham komakam koni, Komakam koni ke sakhtihamoon o zoodi poshte sar bezarim.
Mikham bazam begam. az koja nemidoonam. Az oon ghalbe mehraboonet.( gar che ghalbe manam, daste
kami az ghalbe to nadare???!) . Harfamon ghashangan. Ehsasemoon ghashange. Hata soal pichihat ham ghashangan. Hala begoo bebinam,
be joz to ham kase digeyi hast?!
Aziz, salyane sal be omide daricheye noori migashtam, ke betoonam azash oboor konam o nimeye
digeye vojoodam o kamel. Hala ke be oonja residam, bezar azash obor konam.
Ba boodanet, zendegim o asheghaneh tar kon.
Sara.A March, 4th 2003
(Zendegy ba to zibast).
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Gofty benevisam ke chi fekr mikonam. Benevisam ke ehsasam chiye.
To donya
adamaye mehraboon kam peida mishan. Adamayi ke harfat o nazade bavar daran o nagofte mishnavan.
Adamayi ke too deleshoon
por az khandast o too negaheshoon por az sedaghat.
Na ziyadi mikhandan, Na ziyadi donya ro jedi migiran. Ba zaman miran
jelo o baraye hamdige arzeshe khasi ghaelan.
Ta key bayad yad bedim? Ta key bayad be adama goft ke " baba joon alan dige
moghashe ke bas koni?" ta key bayad beheshoon begy ke donya baziche nist ke bazish begiri. Ta key bayad hers bokhori ke "
ey baba pas to key mifahmi?" Ta key?
Ta key be adama bayad begy ke eshgh, goftani nist.Eshgh too dele mast. Eshgh too asemoona
seir mikoneh, eshgh yek CHIZ nist.! Ta key bayad be adama yad bedy ke har kasi nazare khodesh o dare! har kasi vase khodesh
zendegiye dare. Har kasi yek joor gole sorkh o mibineh ba inke gole sorkh hamishe neshooneye eshghe, momkene yek nafar doosesh
nadashte bashe.
Ta key bayad be harfaye alaki delemoon o khosh konim? ta key bayad shookhi begirim o zendegi ro meidoone
bazi tasavor konim?
Sara A, 2/28/03
yek zamani bood ke mitoonestam oon door doora ro bebinam, mitoonestam farda ro hads bezanam ya
hata kami arezoosh o bokonam. mitoonestam khorshid o ba hameye vojoodam hes konam o setareha ro ta akhare asemoon beshmoram.
yek zamani bood ke donbale setareye khodam migashtam. hala chi shode? chi shode ke ayandam mesle sarabe! chi shode ke hame
chiz meh gereftast, hich chiz maloom nist. khorshid ham hata in rooza khodesh o behem neshoon nemide va mah ba hameye mehraboonish
engar dige sedaye koodakaneye man o nemishnaveh. engar hameye setareha raftan! koja nemidoonam, man o inja ba hameye fekram
o ba hameye arezooham tanha gozashtan. engar daran behem mikhandan, ke inghadar ajezam az didane chizayi ke bayad bebinam.
cheghadar Arezoo mikardam ke donya in nabood, asoon bood o ziba, bedoone hich gooneh divari beine man o to. bedoone hich chizi
ke betoone ma ro az ham joda koneh. bedoone adamayi ke bekhan jodamoon konan.az hame chi gele daram, az zamin o zaman!!!!!
(Feb,12, 2003)
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Ey kash manande kabootary
boodam ke bar bame asemane abi parvaz mikonad, ta oje aseman, asemane haftom.Doost dashtam manande kabootar bar balaye tamame
donya parvaz konam va tamame ghamha va ghosehayam ra dar labe laye zarate hava ja bogozaram. Doost dashtam bedoone tars az
shekar shodan beparam.Bedoone tars az oftadan.
Bad bevazad va man dar bad parvaz
konam. Ey kash bad mivaizd. Mivazid ta mane khaste gisovanam ra be daste afsoongarash beseparam va az tamame shekayat o pastihaye
donya azad gardam. Hanooz ham rahi hast baraye gorize az daste vahshiye osyan. Hanooz ham mishavad zendegy kard. Hanooz ham
mishavad arezoohaye bozorg dasht. Mishavad ta oje aseman bala raft. Mishavad khod ra be daste bad dad va raft ta ansooye jahan.
Mishavad sabz bood o daste ghermeze eshgh ra be sooye majnoon deraz kard. Mishavad leili bood hata dar siyahiye zolmat. Mishavad
vojood dasht va tamame hasty ra bavar kard. Mishavad Kodak bood va baz ham ashegh shod.!
(Jan, 4 2003)
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Chi bayad goft? aslan az koja bayad goft? Ta hala baratoon pish oomade ke bekhayn bekhandin
vali natoonin! ya inke bayad bekhandin o natoonin? Shode ta hala deletoon gerye koneh o labatoon bekhande?! are. sakhte.
Ta emrooz in o nemidoonestam...............!
Dooste man! barat Arezooye behtarina ro daram. khosh bakht
bashi hamishe. Hich ghose nakhor, Hame chiz dorost mishe........................... Behet ghol midam.
Dec 22, 2002
(be monasebate jashni ke bar past!b)
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Vaghty roodkhooneh sar balayi mire, Cheshme be nafas nafas miyofte..................!
va chi bayad begam vaghty in o behem migy?
Vaghty az panjereye otagham be khorshid negah mikonam, hasoodim mishe be asemoon, chon man Asheghe khorshidam
o Asemoon be asooniye yek abr soorate khorshid o az man penhoon karde!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nov 22, 2002)
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Bad az kolli rooz, bad az kolli harf
bad az kolli arezoo baraye residan be yek hadafe bozorg
sakhte ke adam befahme hame chi joz yek khab o yek roya bishtar naboode
sakhte ke befahme hameye karayi ke karde, hameye harfayi ke zade faghat chand sadta kalameye bimana boodan
ke faghat vase in khooban ke bekhoonishoon o yek koochooloo fekr koni o shayad yek koochooloo bekhandi o farda
az yadet bere.
in hadafe ma nabood! hadafe ma hadafe valaye eshgh varzidan bood na ................!
hes mikonam, yek mosaferat ham hale ma ro khoob kone ham hale shoma ro. be omide bazgasht.
yek piyale ab poshte saram berizin ke beram o ba daste por bargardam!
(Nov,13th 2002)
Emrooz del o be darya zadam o raftam oon bala balaha
raftam balaye kooh
raftam oon bala ke hame chiz zire pam bashe
raftam ke hes konam bozorgam
hes konam mohemam!
hes konam az oon bala mitoonam bebinamet
hes konam dige hichi joz asemoon beinemoon nist
hes konam ke mitoonam vaghty dastam o baz konam
behet beresam!
mikham dad bezanam mage sedam o beshnavi!
ahay, manam, injam, mishnavi?
barga zard o ghermez o narenji shodan!
khoda haminjast , ba mane!
dastam o deraz mikonam
cheshmam o mibandam o
khodam o dar kenaret mibinam.......................................!
(Nov,3rd 2002)
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va hamishe be donbale yek gharibe
dar nime rahe raftan samimiyate hozoore
digaran ra dar atrafeman gom mikonim.
va darigha ke chegoone az dasteshan midahim o
arezoomandaneh be donbaleshan
migardim, ama afsoos ke digar dir ast
anha rafteand o ma mandeh im.
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Na omid az hame ja
be dare khaneye to amadeh am!
bepaziram be paziram
be khoda ba ghame del amadeam!
be koja bayad raft?be ke bayad goft??
amadeam! ba deli shekaste az atre aghaghi
be dame khaneye to amadeam
bepaziram, bepaziram.
be delat raham deh
begozar vared sham
ta neshanat bedaham
ke be andazeye golhaye aghaghi
ba tamame hese ghorbat
ba tamame ghalbam
DOOSTAT MIDARAM.
October,9th 2002
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Gofty: delet tang shode!
Gofty: baham yek donya harfe nagofte dary!
Gofty: faramoosham nemikoni!
Porsidi: donbale khoonash migardam?
Goftam : Are
Gofty: chera peidash nakardi
Goftam: nemidoonam
Gofty: hazrate hafez khodesh dorost mikone!
GOfty: to ro mesle yek tekyegah vase ghamha shenakhatam
Gofty: yek gham bishtar nadary!
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ina hamsh por az samimiyate eshghe,
ina hamash az yek ghalbe por az mohabar sarcheshme migire.
har chi ham begam, na tanha nemitoonam javabi vase soalat peida konam, na inke mitoonam............
be ghole khodet, bezar hameye sanginiha roo dooshe hafez bashe. bezar oon hame chi o dorost kone.
October,10th 2002
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Baraye goftane khaily chiza dire!
va shayad hanooz vaghtesh nareside.
kash adama inghadar maghroor naboodan o mitoonestan
harfashoon o rok o poost kande be ham bezanan.
nemidoonam chi migam,? nemidoonam chi mikham!
nemidoonam eshgh kojast? key miyad?
faghat midoonam ke hichi nemidoonam.
ashegham ya na! nemidoonam, nemidoonam ,nemidoonam....................................!
( October, 12th 2002)
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Az koja amadeh and?...............................................................................be
koja miravand?
(sara va behnaz)Tabestane 1380
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va cheghadar delam vasat tang shode, dooste hameshigeyie man! hata age farsangha o farsangha
beine ma fasele bashe, man ta akhare omram be yadetam, be yadet neveshtehamoon omikhoonam o bahashooon eshgh mikonam.har ja
hasty mesle hamishe pak o sade bash.
(October 15th 2002)
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Dige khaste shodam az in oomadan o raftana!az inke hey delhore dashte basham ke key miyay o key
miri!
az in harfaye bachegoonehe bikhodi badam miyad!
kasi nist ke harfe hesab halish bashe? kasi nist ke donya ro be khatere chizaye koochooloosh
tark nakone? mesle adam bozorga raftar kardy! ya boro o dige naya, ya biya o bemoon.napadid ham nasho, in ja kasi ghayem mooshak
bazi nemikone, ya begoo salam o ta akharesh bash, ya begoo khodahafez o tanham bezar!
(October 21th 2002)
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Sohrab khoob gofte ke; Vasi bash o tanha o sarbezire o sakht!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
belakhare ma ham baladim yek joori ba tanhayihamoon besazim! adama migan ke doostan! vali khoda
midoone kiyano az koja oomadan!
(October ......... 2002)
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Salam
1 sale ke gozashte az oon rooz.oon roozi ke oomadam o raft! roozi ke joda shodim az ham, daghighan
hamin rooz bood.
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Salam behnaz
emrooz ke ba ghalame ehsas bar rooye varaghe eshgham minevisam, roozi hast ke daram be oon khodahafezy
fekr mikonam. be oon khodahafezy o sakht o doshvar.minevisam na faghat be khatere inke ba ashkam kalamatam o pak konam balke
baraye inke behet begam ke donyaha o donyaha dooset daram o doostiye khodam o behet sabet konam.
dorane kodaki, dorane zibayi bood, baraye mano to.dorane por talatome por khande.dorani sarshar
az bazihaye koodakane hamrah ba ghahrhaye bacheganeh.! nemidoonam vali baraye man be khater ovordane oon hame khatere, khaily
ghashange.hich vaght roozha o shabayi ro ke ba ham gozaroondim faramoosh nemikonam, hayate khooneye farhad o bazihaye shirine
ma! gerdoo shekoondan o ba dastaye siyah shode khandidan o narahatiye maman o baba! yadam nemire vaghty 9 mah sabr mikardam
ta tabestoon beshe o to dobare beshi hambaziye por sedaghat o sadeye man! yadam nemire ke nemikhastim lahzeyi az ham joda
shim. tamoome oon rooza be khatere in bood ke yek roozi mesle emrooz beshinim o yadeshoon konim obekhandim, shayad ham be
khatere az dast dadaneshoon kami gerye konim. vali oon rooza raftan,roozaye shade koodakaneh.................................
baz yadam nakhahad raft roozayi ke ba ham dar lavasane por ghese va por majera shab ta sobh o
sobh ta shab mishestim o az harf zadan khaste nemishodim, na hich vaght yadam nemire.man hameye saata va saniyeha va lahzehayi
ro ke ba to boodam yadame va hamishe ham yadam mimoone hata age farsangha o farsangha azat door basham o sedam be sedat o
dastam be dastat narese, hata age faramoosh sham too faseleye in ghorbat,. na hich vaght. doostimoon o ba 2ta dastam az haminjayi
ke hastam negah midaram. har ja hasty, ba har ki hasty, delet shad, sade o samimi, por eftekhar o ba ghoroor bemooni. mesle
hamishe.
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